She Just Kept Unpacking Groceries
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This post contains sensitive content related to childhood abuse, betrayal, and emotional trauma. Please read with care and step away if needed. This story is shared as part of a healing journey and to support others who have experienced similar pain.
My mother left to go to the store that day—just needed to grab a few things for dinner. As the oldest of six, I had been given the usual instructions to take care of things before she got back. My grandmother was home. My stepfather was too. All five of my siblings were there. Still, none of that protected me.
She probably hadn’t even reached the first stoplight before he called me to his room.
This wasn’t new. It was one of many times. He was lying in bed and said his legs were sore. Asked me to come rub them. I didn’t know how to respond. I was a kid. When he guided my hands higher and told me it was okay, I froze. I wanted to say no—but I also knew what happened when I didn’t obey an adult. I knew how quickly things could turn.
When it was over, I left the room. I tried to go back to my chores—to do what my mom had told me—but I didn’t get anything done.
She came back and saw that I hadn’t finished. No pause. No question. Just sharp words. I was lazy. I never finished anything. I was always halfway doing what she asked.
She asked why. I couldn’t say everything. So I said the part I could: “He asked me to rub his legs.”
She didn’t say anything. Just walked away and went upstairs.
She came back in the room—but not for me.
When she came back to the kitchen, he was right behind her.
And he was yelling.
He stormed over and grabbed me. Slammed me against the refrigerator with his arm across my chest and told me to stop lying. Told me to stop making things up about him. He asked if I understood.
I said, “Yes sir.”
Not out of agreement—but out of fear. Because both adults in the room had just chosen him over me.
Not out of agreement—but out of fear. Because both adults in the room had just chosen him over me.
Like I wasn’t in the room.
He let me go.
And guess what happened next?
We got dressed and went to church.
I think I was ten years old.
Don’t Get It Twisted
This story is not about God.
It’s not a reflection of the Church.
It’s about people—operating in their flesh, not in the fruit of the Spirit.
The betrayal didn’t come from heaven.
It came from those who ignored God’s call to protect, love, and tell the truth.
God does not override our free will. He lets us choose—even when those choices hurt others.
But He will use everything, even the things He never caused, to work for His good purpose.
So please—don’t confuse their silence with His.
God saw it. God knows.
And He was never in agreement with what happened to me.
Have you ever silenced your pain just to survive the room?
What would your younger self need to hear today that nobody said back then?
To the One Who’s Been There
If you’ve lived through moments like this—moments where adults betrayed you, where truth cost too much to speak—I want to say what no one said to me:
You were not to blame.
You were not lying.
You were not imagining it.
You were not too sensitive.
You were a child.
And you deserved safety, care, and someone who saw you.
We’re not telling these stories to stay stuck.
We’re telling them so we can finally stop carrying them alone.
